Sew-crazy

Seems I have a hard time relaxing. Honestly I can't tell you the last time that I actually relaxed; you know just layed down and did NOTHING. Even when I go to bed, my mind races, thinking of my next day, listening to the hum of the baby monitor, on call and waiting for Ian to call out in the night. I wake a few times in the night to nurse Ian back to sleep. I wake early to go to work, spending my lunchtime dropping off ebay shipments at the post office or picking up groceries. After work, I head home to play with my darling boy, make dinner, do laundry. Once Ian is in bed, I get busy with my crafts, sewing projects, ebay, or my beloved Reformed Parents board. Late at night I trudge off to bed, begrudingly, not willing to give up the day. Using up every second till the last. I think I need to plan some downtime; some real relaxation time to revive myself. Right now actually. I'm headed off to bed (late of course) and I will do my best to relax all night. Let me cross my fingers that Ian has the same plan and he lets me get my beauty sleep! Good night!